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Fly Gurls

First of all I wanna thank my connect, The most important person with all do respect..... 
 Thanks to the homie J, the sistas from way, 
The olda cats wit da rules to da game,
Bitches in school who neva held no shame,
The books plus the streets how i got such brains.

The Fly Gurls in the buildin tonight,
Oh what a feelin, im feelin' life,
Thanks to the wisdom, n those who listen
Thanks to the vision, n stayin out the system 

Otha females hatin only coz the jealous,
But willin to love those who tryna sell us, 
To the ladys not givin a fuck,
Who keep a heavy flow, not just once a month,
Yeah, Thanks to all the Hustlers,
And most importantly, You the customer. 


The Fly Gurls in the buildin tonight,
Oh what a feelin, im feelin' life,
i dont even gotta use my mouth, 
i stay posted, and the message is out. 



The Fly Gurls in the buildin tonight,
look at how im chillin, feelin this nice
i dont even gotta use my mouth, 
i stay posted, and the message is out.  

My crew, yea we got plenty riches,
food for thought, do the dishes,
success aint be what it is-
if i hadnt seen all that ive witnessed

To workin the grave without ditches,
pushing it til the shift switches,
swearin to the lord -
he meant business when we begin this


So, Cheers, we in this,

a dream thats endless
neva sure how he'll end this
we all got him on our friends list


Mind Plots, Deep Thoughts
this climb'll have u at some steep spots,
dont look down or they might cheat u
but whats up if hes already reached u?


The Fly Gurls in the buildin tonight,
Oh what a feelin, im feelin' life,
i dont even gotta use my mouth, 
i stay posted, and the message is out. 


The Fly Gurls in the buildin tonight,
look at how im chillin, feelin this nice
i dont even gotta use my mouth, 
i stay posted, and the message is out.


One Belly, Few Cellies
i aint the only one out here selling,
n what u eat dont make me shit, smell me,
so i wont feed off the same bullshit u tell me,

Which means ur breath is foul
Let us speak again when its bout a couple thou,
relax baby, That's just metaphor
although, there's still a reason i said it for.


Salud!
No matter how hard this shit can get-
know it aint for good 
fuck, or it could
bless the dough that i wish it would.


The Fly Gurls in the buildin tonight,
Oh what a feelin, im feelin' life,
i dont even gotta use my mouth, 
i stay posted, and the message is out. 


The Fly Gurls in the buildin tonight,
look at how im chillin, feelin this nice
i dont even gotta use my mouth, 
i stay posted, and the message is out. 

The Fly Gurls in the buildin tonight,
Oh what a feelin, im feelin' life,
i dont even gotta use my mouth, 
i stay posted, and the message is out. 


The Fly Gurls in the buildin tonight,
look at how im chillin, feelin this nice
i dont even gotta use my mouth, 
i stay posted, and the message is out.




Miss Mary Jane, And Jazzy B
For makin my brain bleed greens,
Waddup tho to the homie Deans,
See these dreams wouldnt be if I didnt have she,
N last but neva least -
Big Ups to the Wifey.

Shiny Suit Theory

You have no idea
the means to what I say
and you have no idea
of how I got this way

Now, fear my dreams
and by the time you wake
I’ll look down from the clouds
see, I’m on my way

oooohowineedubaby.

my girl deanzy got me into these tracks .... sound nice. 

da puppies.

Mr. Sherif, The Young Agustus J.R., & Sir Ted D. Bear

wit there loving Godmother 

+++++

Me and Likkle Noah 

hes always so restless... 

N.D.P.

dont look back, there is no target
rickashay, a struggle is progress
id love to lie down with the lot of it
but im fatigued at the thought of it
give me less to resolve
youve got great aim
but ill forever find body parts to solve
as for ours
the effect doesnt justify the cause
it just proves statistics and odds
i promise ill break my mistakes
and never again look up at your face
give me nothing to gestate
your mandate just makes me ill
i feel so very ill
i cross my arms over my chest tonight
and float in a body of water
i can no longer feel your bodys weight
ill say you were early, youll say i was late, our endless repetition will be the only mistake
i wont give you promises to break
but heres what i have
take my mistakes


.... i know. damn. i know.

imma mac.

a sunken stairwell

Her belly's faint,
as she holds a slight bend in her brow.
Two steps at a time,
she's almost there.

The cracks widen,
as she continues to juggle her weight,
glancing at the blazing sea,
a buried pain that stretch beneath her.

Racing from a past of ancient ruins,
the Oracle appears.
For no wish shall be granted,
but a future to be told.

Bands of light dance around her,
while the moon reflects chosen paths.
The sun shall rise shortly,
stars will fade but black remains.

With no need for breath,
she exhales her fears and pleads for her sins.
Next time she's heard,
she's not bound to win.

Please,
come again.

stank u very much.

yainthearitfrome

trois

brain matter splattered as she speak full powered,

clocked thoughts shatter with every hour

as she devour week minded cowards

kush clouds blow mellow mouths sour,

always put a best foot forward

so ya next step is the best step 

get it thru ur head, rest -

aint what come to term success,

u bet and ull get what u get, 

holdin my breath with my eyes on death,

walkin straight past, im on the get backs,

jet packs, im on retro like jetsons

go go KC gadget, wet one

release kase'ings to cap. some

straight to the dome like a bio reaction

under da fitted with the T-shirt caption

Load the mother ship, This is ur captain

pimped up, hoe down, n homie is slackin

dont botha with sideways mackin, 

always frontin like dey aint actin

as if im da only one worth havin 

i see beyond weak game, so refrain 

brethren, listen, sexy nor baby's my name,

n u wastin my time aint get us no gain, 

i need a slick daddy who aint work my brain,

everythin he b doin i be doin same,

neva wear a collar but im rockin some chains,

n jus cuz i lead dont mean that ill stray

im a boss bitch, i wont shit where i lay, 

so i might not sit if im told to stay

i work for my money and it works for me

neva let much get in between we,

n if he down to roll, we can make a squeeze,

happily, be the best of threes 

he with i and i with she, 

til he see she with me, 

jealousy

 all for one, and one for all, please

ill still love her even if he leaves.

whataluckygurl.

get outta here, get me some money too.

only hours apart.

As I rest in my morning 

He is busily adjusting his afternoon

A night falls, 

We converse towards a new moon. 

We blow kisses that travel simple paths,

 beneath pillowed clouds,

just to find each others lips,

as we fall gently asleep.

With deep inhales dreams draw closer, 

I reach out to fold my hand in his, 

He pours his body over mine,

And an everlasting heat encompasses us.

Awakening my senses to love felt pleasures

I open my eyes to,

star filled gazes staring back at mine 

we are truly fly.

We lay naked in the warmth of each other, 

side by side, 

tangled in a web of unveiled bliss, 

he upon I, and I upon him. 

He places his conscious hands over my eyes, 

A cool breeze entered through the window, 

As I felt the lift of his hand, 

his head, his back, his feet. 

The buzz of his call vibrated under my pillow, 

"Hello?" I faintly answered, 

"Good morning my sun," he replied, 

"Now, my day has begun."

"Roll back over and let your eyes close for 3 more hours"

Shifting myself, I told him i wish he could do the same,

Though we are hours apart, and our days have different starts,

Dreaming with him pervades my reality.

As I rest in my morning 

He is busily adjusting his afternoon

A night falls, 

We converse towards a new moon.

true feelings.

Ooooooo feels good don't it...

see im not worried about your future baby, cause after tonight, i plan on being in your history forever.

it hit RIGHT there....  

...I regain consciousness to blurry vision, I try to listen out for whispers of.

 

  

no haha funny... but seriously, haha.

Cock n balls. No physicals.

im on the road to riches, theres just a little traffic,
million dollar dreams, at a gridlocked exit,
livin lavish the reason for my thug styled habits,
so i smoke dro to elevate my status,
have me feelin like mike at his baddest,
they all say oh kase u the "rad"dest,
like i neva heard that played out stylist,
not sure but i think i knew a dude named cylist,
but i cant place a  face, i feel mindless,
could jus be an imaginary friend like Linus
Benjamins, or the queen, ur highness,
im crossin borders jus to find this,
feelin so ahead, i guess im timeless,
im the shit, inhale ur sinus,
theres a lot of me, so i guess u minus,
plus i roll deep, u wanna get behind us,
leaders of the free world, real street grindas,
I got KILLA in caps on my binder,
the whole class thinks im kinda,
somewhat of a misfit, reminder,
im only here for the timer,
of a life time, im not a lifer,
graduatin with credentials hard to decipher,
where my mind splits n begins to spit cypers,
whether its checks, rhymes, or essays, im still a writer,
workin hard to ensure my future is brighter
everyday struggle even tho im white-ah,
adversities of a young female bites-ah,
in my line of work where men constantly might-ah,
fight yah if they cant fuck yah,
so im always on guard all night-ah
switch blade on the right-ah,
homies checkin in so its jus a one nighter,
dont get attached cuz im an out of sight-er,
even bitches be like, i wanna wife her,
tell em i like to be pampered with out the diapers,
so no babes, baby, or  what have hers,
n i aint holdin out, i jus rather
keep my mind on my money, get my pockets fatter,
so til then, sex dont matter.

its solid

Im just puttin up songs not cuz i cant write, but im just havent wrote anything recently.

I may be in some need of inspiration.

Where you at...

HUh?

it wont last long

love(the-dream)king - sail a whale from Sebastian Rozenberg on Vimeo.

an under the counter love.

Peepin out the situation I had to slide through
Had to watch my back my front plus my sides too
When it came to gettin mine I ain't tryin, to argue
Sometimes I wouldn'ta made it if it wasn't for you

Commons verse kills it thooo

N i just had to put this one up too. right? 
its a fucked up job, but somebody's gotta do it. 

new day, new money.

Its a lovely day, just got paid, stack it UP, be on my way.... 

lovely day, lovely day, LOVELY DAY!

if u cant respect that // ya whole perspective is whack ...

“I will not lose for even in defeat, there’s a valuable lesson learned so it evens up for me.”

HOV with the direct freedom of speech that loops thru your ear holes, enters the mind, n reflects on the realities of the life u lead.... or something like that. 

"With that distain in my membrain, Got on my pimp game, Fuck the world my defense came, Then da haven introduced me to the game"

"No two days are alike, Except the first and fifteenth pretty much, And "trust" is a word you seldom hear from us, Hustlers we don't sleep we rest one eye up, And a drought can define a man, when the well dries up, You learn to work the water without workin, of thirst you'll die YUP"

bloooodstar.

for now its just me n my gwop,

description of my lonely thoughts,

i got prescriptions at whole sale costs,

street pharmaceuticals, call me Doc,

home remedies, send u the nurse if im not,

ya see my shit runs right off the clock,

no trackin my time on the dot,

i do what i please, imma fuckin boss,

i can be late and still be ahead,

i awake to a dream while yall goin to bed,

i aint scared to say what i said,

prolly why his old bitch is dead,

executin girls just for a chance,

i got em all lined up, single file stance,

sorry bro, this aint no romance,

maybe a tight whine pon di dance,

while i get u tight in da pants,

n dont be fooled by the rings on my hands,

wifey material, but they aint from no mans,

cuz this one is off the lot,

taken, hmm, afraid not,

it just takes alot to get what i got,

n if ya aint proper dont even stalk her,

cuz it takes more than a talker to stop her,

im too hot for luke walkers,

no cold but im blowin them dollars,

neva blue cuz i got dogs on collars,

if i need it red i kno where to holler,

ms independent get brains like a scholar....

$$$$$$$

pop-eye on olive or the can of spinach
i play to win even a game of scrimmage
it all comes down to where u wanna finish
good girl gone bad i can act quite sinnish
so before u start kno we'll still diminish
only thing we promised is death in this life
so i aint scared to dim down the lights
i already been thru enough lonely nights
and patience is a virtue
but patiently waitin can hurt u
so whats true
and i say do whatchu feel
i been placed on this earth to heal
ive walked amongst gods with guns of steel
im a true g i keep shit real
my files open i broke the seal
read it off im born to kill

few quick drops to some posts on my homies blog go check it out. 

smack u in ya face for that.

hollerback

Once a good girls gone bad, shes gone forever...

I got money on my mind, I can feel it in my gut, so he up stretchin my belly out fuck, cryin as if he on the last of a buck, countin up pennies on some good luck, I pray to the many, my eyes shut, grippin the heavens over us, I’d pray out loud but, I fear this as far as sight and sound can touch, jus let it be enough, it’s a broke provoked insanity, robbin the man in he, so he speak fresh on ya vanity, swimmin in lies tryna get at me, sink or swim im in a pool of clarity, this aint no wish for a kid charity, transparent lights on a black and white movie screen, open mouths wit silent screams, adjustin the puppet off his shoe strings, without an oops excuse me pardon, hes walkin on a dolly, neva mind parton, she got three times the size without chargin, its a love for a bargain, pullin out with out his heart in, pillow muffled shots on an open target, gettin it in with the Black Asian market, tradin em off cuz rent due on the apartment, layin hard wood ova the shag carpet, da jug head jugglin dropped it, too many habits he couldn’t stop it, I let him go cuz hell knows I cant knock it, late nights we rocked it til I unlocked it, caught it, press his fingas in to my eye sockets, wanna blind me but too late I saw it, talk was cheap no wonder he got it, so da bitch wit money yea she bought it, unda the spell of the hypnotic, bomb chronic, call me if u wann it, n I can get u lifted, verbally gifted, words are gold that I mold n twisted...

werd.

intelligence is this understood connection, a world united as one dimension, isolated in this common collection, the timid find a witness protection, n the rest of us out on lethal injections, speaking up like dead stiff erections, political corrections, don’t quote which ever mentioned, fuck this picnic party election, freedom from this systematic down press, im automatically undressed, naked truth im unveiling, thick clouds of poof im inhaling, I grow from the floor straight up to the ceiling, breakin thru while u dealing a whole lot a bull shit wit no meaning, everybody fallin here aint nobody leaning, pavement alienation, aint no love in the sensation, dead weight taxation, liquidation of all assets tryna surpass it, only more indebt to these government facets, so I strip down n get presidents the fastest, revolution can out last this, so who are u fightin with, I aint savin shit wit writin this, sack us wit a lightenin blitz, tacklin hits, takin a look at da ass n hips, neva mindin that it’s a bitch wit a dick, tucked up tight n the thighs are thick, check all this shit dey surprise u with, my plate of reason is clean licked, licked clean, nah I mean, politically caped fuckin schemes, don’t trust no one on the seen, anyone on top is bound to drop, even Obama’s hopeful bubble got popped, the saga continues and more men to Iraq, as if he forgot and just did what he said he would not, and heres two licks for babylon cops, perpetratin authority ova my freedom of thought, how dis figure decide if im good or not, im not giving a fuck so ill turn the tables, I put a horses ass back in the stable, truth exists beyond the fable, readin between the lines and labels, I choose to listen while othas just skim thru like cable, I catch the morals seen between caine n able, some just leave it open for comparison, cuz reality something they cant afford like Harrison, turn ya back n ya own stab ya, fuck anyone who had ya, just holla if they got ya, in the here and now, no promises of some how, some way we can find, so how is this at all fine?, while yall shuttin ur third im usin mine, gazin past fabrications n dirty lies, shit, so im swatin flies, despise, alibis, all power lies, thrown for a loop, fruity goofs, frontin like the greatest, lord i swear they hate us, look how they date us, celebratin independence from the power, now look at the cowards, not a damn thing is ours, all our rights come with a plause, this is the effect of no cause, i live by natural laws, these fools manipulate draws to justify wars, im enriched but they title me poor, what for, money dont make the man, but damn im making money, they just lookin for any way to take it from me, minimum wage aint doin much for me, small print says we in debt for every dollar, throwin it out like a baller, i see liberty but the rice is growin taller, expansion and the world growin smaller, without a father shes still a daughter, a mother still birthed her, out her belly she earthed her, but im diggin deep for what its worth here, peacin out find me in the underworld, kase, respect, kno shes yuh girl.

ELEKWENT FOLK

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horus.

What we learn only through the ears makes less impression upon our minds than what is presented to the trust worthy eye 

They must find it difficult...

Those who have taken authority as the truth,

Rather than truth as the authority  

my philosophy is ....

dowhatchufeel.

me n chad back at it...

so when we get all stressed, hot, and or bothered.... WE DO DEM TYPES A TINGZ

Moi:
tells me that im gorgeous n super smart, hmm guess thats a start, still cant help with my broken heart, shit just fell apart, nothin to blame but the start, n this aint the end so i feel stuck in park, wanna jus drive away into the dark, never return but thats too far, fetched, i dun already invest, too much to lose interest, in tryna be all of the best, that i can be jus for me, how somebody else got me more worried, aint blind but shit still blurry, i make out the figure n face, tho theres a snake in the hearts place, size me up as i lay straight, no lies i tried but truth still provides what im hidin inside, i miss u as if u died, thought of it brings tears to my eyes, so i rise, to the next peak in open skies, maybe this star is u in disguise, so i lay back with my mouth open wide, spewin back up that swallowed pride, n im tried of not having u, missing u, u let me go tho u say it isnt true, i feel beat black n blue, how it been this long n still im writing over u, maybe u can feel special, or think im slightly mental, i just cant help that i saw potential, now its a could of been (bean) like lentil, too hard to own so i cop it on rental, cuz he aint in my possession but keeps showin up, endin never changes so why do i keep playin, rewind fast forward til the tape is over, pull out the film n smash cassette, the best i let u get, aside please step, im tired of feelin like the rest, used and under appreciated in the worst ways, bet u wont even remember fridays my birthday, but i hold not cuz it hurts meh, believing is just what i do so dirt meh, place me down to an eternal sleep, i cant help but want to cheat, i wanna be my own defeat, n who else but god can take me off my feet, how u play a roll so deep, damn.

chad:

This is beautiful pain, feels like you walkin the wrong way, down a one way lane, can't even give a reply on the same level, you feelings are dug deep, grave, golden shovel, because you are breaking new ground, but don't let these thoughts go round, they only end up going full circle, so get out of the line after you spat that mouthful, you're destined for bigger and better things, bigger souls, better communication, bigger minds, and better rings, wish i could give you a long hug, tell yah its nothing big, give it a shrug, brush your dirt off ma, smile, because it is so SO so beautiful ma, wish i could show you what the future holds, but only time will tell, so start be be bold, italic, and underlined, we not have perfect grammar, but fuck the world, we closing our own deals with our own nails and hammers, tomorrow is another day, so we go up, down and sideways, but in the end the path we took makes sense, because lessons learned were worth the expense, and i know this situation got yah feeling tense, but mans is stupid to play with yah, probably dense, so stop thinking about his idiotic suspense, ma we don't need to play to much defence, cause people too slow to keep up to your offence

Moi:
its like i come here to vent, i mean u know stress, i cant hold it in much more, my body's too sore, it jus buckles so i let out a chuckle, knowin one day ill turn back and laugh, but for right now im dying for a pass, future cant seem to escape my past, thats the way it is perhaps, so whats that, and whats this, no disney kiss, no genie wish, just a kid with their heart a miss, dunno why im askin for it still, love i only ever seen it kill, dreams and families, how is it so hard to have sanity, all good things come to an end, love is a bitter sweet revenge, why the monkey on my back b actin like my friend, i jus listen to the miseducations by lauryn, n let the rain keep pourin, maybe i gotta get up outta van city, ran drop shitty, keep fallin on my head, hard to get outta bed, aint nobody really movin ahead, progression aint a word really said, everybody just blame the puddles instead.... Imma just drop the verse here, i aint soundin to clear, i cant really write, n this is jus bark with no bite.  

VISITATION RIGHTS

Go and check my girls blog out.... She's my girl J from T.O. doing her thing WRITING and BLOG-SETTING (instead of trend setting haha so clever) ... just letting yall in on some thoughts, some hot topics, some music sharing, some... u get the idea....

Mental Overflow; Now Im In Your World Like Hip Hop ...check it out and see whats up!

did u laugh ?

me and Jonah miss natalie .... 

VIRGO NATION

happy birthday to all my fellow virgos...but a special one goes out to my nephew DuDu! 

The BIG man up there is one of the most gentlest and sweetest persons i have ever held close to my heart. Too Sweet, Pure Sugar.... and not mention supaaaduppaaa fly wit his 12 year old bad self! LOVE U SO MUCH HUN wish i was closer to u ... but know that ur always close to my thoughts and reasons!

zooom

revision - new verse

look i know its been a while, please smile, n eat ya heart out, insides out, minds out, cuz im doin right by me, see, n that got u there, so stare, aint fair, knew it wouldnt be too easy, been fired up believe me, smokes out the chimney, laced L's to the dome, get me in the zone, where im prone, to let go oh, n wonder sometimes, i wondered if i, was wrong, tryna do right by u got me here, now all i am is alone, cuz hun our closeness and that, dont compare, at all, no, and i bet all they do is distract u but now deep down when ya face it, all ull want is me, all ull want is me, now, all ull want is me now, now that i'm gone, gone, gone, oh, so long, so strong, move on, next song, two wrongs, nothin else right, time ta take a hike, next flight, n im up outta here, toast to a better year, in my latest gear, with my latest dear, cuz im on to the, on on to the next one, how am i right when i know that i left some, hmm, damn, guess to progress ya gotta know to forget some, just met one, two, three, four, all lined at the door, still aint who im lookin for, lookin like they did before, im searchin for a little more, this time, cuz sometimes, i wonder sometimes, i wonder if i was wrong, tryna do right by u got me here, now all i am is alone, cuz hun our closeness and that, dont compare, at all, no, and i bet all they do is distract u but now deep down when ya face it, all ull want is me, all ull want is me, now, all ull want is me now, now that im gone, gone, gone.

simply so

been on the go go for a go go gadget minute... time to take catch a breath ... maybe a vitamin... let my body just find its alignment ... hit the dance studio with my girl kash money business today and see how good i feel after that.... but for now... sloowwwww down !! 

PSSSSS support my big friend PHAREKE tonight out in Kelowna ... peep just below for some details. 

HIP HOP FOR HUMANITY

CC; ALL OUR PEOPLE OUT IN KELOWNA.... and those who can and will travel to get there... TONIGHT ITS GOIN DOWN 

tonight @  The Habitat --- 248 Leon Ave ---  in Kelowna B.C. u dont wanna miss out on being a part of the positive vibes of ur talented and local hip hop community... A very blessed friend of mine has done an awesome job at being involved and giving back. Partial proceeds are donated back to Crossroads Integrative Addiction Services

SOOO if ya'll seen this... n can make it out to support.... or pass the message along to ya people n let em know whats really good!!

Bless xoxo

she said it feel like her very first time

she rolllin .. so gangsta baby

ooo dj

noo lie this is my jam right here.... ooooo miguel sounds nice nice nice and j cole real shit sounds nice... dj let the record spin off on this one!!!

words from my moon.

"she tucked away his ties
massaging braids away in the dark
she kept him hidden, sake keeping
now she runs around the house swearing she left him right there
second to none, guessing 'the think im crazy', they think shes mad
Maybe he flew out the window, God bless his heart
those unfound are just bats in her ribcage, clawing their way out
so are you lost or did you escape or were you never here in the first place or are you right here
second to none im not losing you to find you, do find you were always here, completely absent
you just reminded me to get all of those goddamn bats out of my ribcage
no golden ticket for sheer ignorance and bliss
so ill pay more, there is nothing i cannot afford
to wait for the night, hear the only words mr. moon will ever say, let the bats out of the cage, to watch them dissapear in that cold sphere
massaging braids away in the dark
they always dissapear into the night"
-NDP

chanting from beneath the tree stump.

why hero my little elf. Are we in need of some distant help? tsk tsk mama said the chocolate would melt. but for the sweet taste so soft it felt. taste still on the tip of my tongue. still a sweet tooth from when i was young. Buddha sat as the bell was rung. Silently he prayed as the choir boy sung. The moon came up as the sun went down. The days melted chocolate and we love to the first man found. Mr. Black Sunshine repeat that sound. My lightening will strike after your pound. Rain down on her, on me, on us. Naked love will wash these stains of lust.

quick blast

dont mean to b hatin.... BUT u kno how it goes ... a hoe is a hoe!!

can i get a fuck u to these bitches who walk round plastic/ matta a fact ima let em smash dat / cuz the real ones already past dat / trashy ass pussy all ova ya mans mustache / let em kno i blast dat / rap fast / club smash / a whole load a deez hoes / watch truth explode / u n ya whole crew exposed / tan makes u latina i suppose / well let me put a fuckin burrito up ur nose/ broke coke folks / thats a wrap like stars n straps / im famous / yall bitches shameless / jus a bitch left nameless / like they remember ever boss bitch i came with / hatin aint really what im down with / but yall just make it so easy / i feel like is a free be / thrown like frizzbe / dogs go chasin / so a bitch in replacement / movin out ya mans mamas basement / explorin the world with ya face in / ass up / down to fuck / yo grab da bucks / at least u can be gettin paid for the name u already made/ okay okay /let me give it a second / all da hoes second guessin / like she aint really pullin us out like that/ like i thought it was the thing to be down like that / i mean im just da barbie hood rat / howd they know i sleep around like that/ ... cuz hoe everyone runs they yap n they all chat bout da punany dey snatched / then sit back n laugh at dat sayin oh watch dat girl dat ones fast / ... its okay tho u know ull probably end up with a nice over weight loser / who takes everythin in as an abuser / im mean dont worry ur body already had enough users / ull probably be use to it u loser / DAMN im really tarin in to some of these females/ i get it tho sex sales but understand crime pays / so count da dough with each stroke laid/ hehehe im pimpin like 101/ aint easy but it sho is fun / mind the devil runs / so im step off this shit befo God tells me my life is done / wastin time on hoes same thing that ended lifes young /... poor babies lookin up to their mama in panties /camera pics lips candy / lookin for a quick handy/ .... man dont go ...u ll b more than da bitch's daddy.

gutta gutta

Let it be known, this bitch can bone, so Dino, Freddy Stone, makin ya bed rocks, poundin like a police knock, takin off heads, like CS, Boom, head shot, gettin the gwap, my ends, i dread knots, band it together like rock, in a money clip, stop , keep half in my sock, the rest in da stocks, have my money hit the top, plus with every step that i walk, celebratin collective thought, throwin paper, a hustlas confetti, on toes, im ready, keep em curled when wetty, puttin dudes to beddy, bye, ur dreams i buy, wink my eye, hehe, buh bye, ill b moneys alibi, i b with it all the time, the damage we do u think its a crime, like um does that come in my size?, i think id like ta buys, two of em, in case i ruin one, i gets dirty when im screwin em, blow'n up like chewin gum, bay bizzy, goin dumb on em, dumby dumb dumb, the cakes unda the bakers thumb, mmm my cakes yummy yum yum, i got the bitches even want my bumbum, dudes ja-makin me crazy like rum rum, like whats ya name? where u comin from?, got so many i jus cant choose one, callin em all up like can i come cum?, can u make this shit go numb?, just for fun?, i aint lookin for no long run, but if u runnin long can i have me some?, stop playin, the games been won, a knock out in bed, the bells been rung, wearin jus the belt, im numba one, T-Pain, I keep em sprung, with a flick a the tongue, the homies done, askin if i'd have his sons, cmon son, now i gots ta bun, you, out with the old, in with the new, achuuu, oops i jus blew, another, sorry it was ur brother, is that a bother? my bad, he was jus hotter, i charter, plenty of fish in the sea, baby get off ur knees, u are what u eat, n i got enough pussy for the both of we, how'd i get so dirty? like did this really just come outta me??

fresh prince of rain drop city city

the new video looks freshhhh... good look! Congratz on the progress .... i still got an old mix tape with hand writing on the top of it lol ...

CC everyone i see see round town

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sooner or later... ill be gone.

u forgot to call me on my birthday, i swear that im the last thing on ur mind, too much has passed u missed it, all i ever get is next time, when the lights dont glow the same way that they use to, and u finally get a moment to urself, u will realize i was everything u were missing, and ill tell u ive moved somewhere else...

start playin our song...

cant really write much .... so im jus sharing some noise !

break to heat

let yuh kno dat...

feeling very very alone.

SV

i call ninja.

I REALLY DO MISS THIS ONE!

keep spreadin tha vibes girl...

cypher with chad NV

Chad -

girl is tryin to push a cold game like burrrrr
but a bitch is a bitch, fuck animal rights imma rock the fur
imma treat yah like yah act so get yah nose out the air
yah aint better then shit, n its funny u think i care
and i dunt mean to be heartless
God jus said take there breath, leave em speechless
difference is i was born without a heart
been cold, frozen, ice age, from the start
so take a deep breath n let ur nose stick together
cuz i'll drop yah faster then no other
but pick up another from the drop to the ground
so move to the right, right, right, cuz another ive found
they say age is jus a number, guess they right
cuz ur actin ur shoe size, tryin to pick this fight
u said what made yah want me was my innocence
when u talked and msg'd me once
ask around cuz imma lil devil, sayin yes i can
rhyming like meth, but lookin like a red man
"i'mma pray to God and the Devil in the church..
and worship who ever helps me first"..
its like i got a halo, held up by two horns, blockin the gleam..
its like i got two wings on my back, with a pointed red tail comin from inbetween..
jus sayin imma devil corrupting heaven, can't yah tell..
imma angel bringing the good to hell..
only to find out im stuck in purgatory..
always put in the middle, my true life story
but right now i know which side im pushing for
dun start with me, cuz i'll put yah on blast yah whore
im talking like a razor blade under my tongue
and ur tryin to blast me cuz im young
but i'll destory yah, n pick my teeth with yah bones
so get back to me, when yah old ass is mentally grown


Me -

"and i dunt mean to be heartless
God jus said take there breath, leave em speechless"
Better that way, cuz most bitches only speak shit
and quite frankly, i aint tryin to hear shit
thats why u never catch me caught in the sitch
i pay them no mind, id rather get rich
weary of the rumors, stories get switched
talkin out they mouth unaware what they knows jus dripped
see this is why i watch who im with
I know big names who gave me that tip
Nose in the air, tell em watch out before they trip
Actin they shoe size huh?, tell em try n fill mine
Im racin ahead, while they jus draggin behind
N if there's a god, the devil came just on time
The bread is gone, n I jus finished the wine
N heaven aint no where near hard to find
Mines on earth, the wings fit just fine
"Age is jus a number", I left that back in '09
See I know u must b on some next life time
Cuz youngin' or not, I know u got the next line...
sticks n stones may break they bones
but words...., oooohhhh wait, mentally grown?
that prolly rocked em hard like stones
thinkin to get deep they oughta be stoned
when i get high, i put the low shit in a diaper
my thoughts too thick, mind hard to decipher
so rather than waste it, i became a writer
inhale it quick, here ill toss u the lighter
i work hard just to insure my future is brighter
and if ya'll there, ima stay right here
Im not hatin, its jus that i dont care
tried that before n it neva got me no where

Said I ...

uhuhuhuh.

do ya know what really bugs me...phonies...amen.

Baby Gurl.

where she go?

biblical remixes, tradin off like 3 sixes, the devils reverse aint mrs., a trick wit some kisses, she knows its business, but he say he love her n she listens, thinkin dis the life, only 18 n imma wife, so when she aint hookin she back at home cookin, cold meals wrapped up n left on the stove, hard on as he walk thru the door, so she plays wit it a little more, liquored up n he calls her his whore, she let him smack her ass, give it to him before he asks, blinded, money comin up fast, Gucci dis n a louis v that, in the fast lane they laugh, thinkin she first, while he placin her last, so she open up, n her pussy’s a vast, whole for a rich mans fat short wrinkled stack of cash, jus anotha perv wit a salt n peppa stash, afta work dressed in khaki slacks, slim fit straight from da gap, got a little pow he like to snort out the crack, so she lay flat, wit her ass up to his nose, prayin lord please don’t label me like dem hoes, im good, I know u know, this jus da way life goes, blowin like a bubble in the every day struggle, the past n the future in a present day juggle, tryna escape this concrete jungle, so she fuckin em crazy for a fee, crazily she thinkin this here last day to be, suicide to homicide who is it gonna be, I may be fuckin him but I swear he screwin me, so lord why not this mothafucka ova me, slowly, she readjustin history, her story, were stories, fairy tales to war stories, whore stories, damsel in distress waitin in mess, undress, n she forgets the rest, mind disappears somewhere close to death, knowin this aint no where found in the bible, so she turns a devils bridal under the promise of survival.....

n imma come back to this later... im late for class.

even my heart cries, but who cares.

Thought's Of A Young Mixed Youth

Thought's Of A Young Mixed Youth: Pretence: "Sometimes I feel like I'm on the outside Starring through the glass To the other side, the inside Is always greener on the other side, the g..."

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rBa

N think how ya’d feel with steel to ya jaw, blow ya shit raw while u shit in ya draws, get u on the sick bed like u coughin up sars, im doin time here without the bars, I was either thrown out or throwin up, get in where ya fit in growin up, so I was rushin hard with hella punks, cruisin around wit bodies in the trunk, rollin deep not givin a fuck, usta push whateva for a buck, fun bwoy youth tell em all to suck, ten or so hum leh, hum lah, subidee cup, kicked em in the face at least once, twice, trice, three times for my homies, rest in peace to some real OGs, kick back like them younga days sippin OE’s, in the back yard or the courts wit da rollies, careful now here come the police, sirens on tie up ya shoe lace, flea market batons n bear mace, up to no good always out too late, hittin up parties n jackin the place, takin whateva even the birthday cake, cue up n watch the crowd break, anywhere within in reach ya aint safe, don’t matta whoeva can get knocked in the face, best believe hold it down like weights, heavy champs with the title, numba one neighborhood rival, alarmin every man woman n child, rowdy motha fuckas know to act wild, have ova half our names in a file, description, a ruthless style, delinquents, damn its been a while, lookin back to laugh, but how shit turn up so fast, stayin strong to survive the past, coulda been worse perhaps, still nothin compares to a homie that pass, pourin more then tears, beers to an empty glass, cry n laugh as u livin in the memories, rememberin u jus last new years eve, in da crib on like a dozen e’s, pain temporarily at ease, paranoid n secluded, sweatin inside out wit blood diluted, dilated pupils with hands on a suited, royal flush this lifes polluted, shit drainin down on us like sewage, escaping this shit we keep it movin, pay no mind to what im doin, ratha to betta a life than to ruin, the crooked system keeps screwin, fuckin us with such an audacity, puttin fingers in every hole slit n cavity, hands behind our backs held in captivity, a master plan on how to get rid of me, throw my middle fingas up n let em see, don’t give a fuck bout authority, got our own sense of seniority, harassin 4.9 mall security, back then when we rolled in hurds, loitering out on the parkin lot curbs, round up playin dice in the food courts, a forty was two dollas n two quarts, gettin liquor runs from all sorts, JC, n Joe’s Taxi cabs of course, max bull that shits the worst, neva mind my stomach my fuckin head hurts, can barely place memories in words, poetically I hope u feel what u heard, know we were all right where u were, point blank I was rollin wit em, on the look out patrollin wit em, car hopin if the door was open, shotties on whateva they was smokin, if this is jus a ticket than that was jus the token.


to all my homies... rBa home bwoyssss lol damn. Know that YUH GURL OUT HERE xoxo

NDP virtual art space

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My loving, and, most beautifully gifted sista, Natalie Danielle Pegler, has just launched her official website showing her work. Please visit, and get familiar.

ding ding dong ring a ding ding ding dong *

le Roi Soleil

"Think about it," the king retorted icily, "if you can't do it, there will always be somebody who can" - Louis XIV

full moon

the message was deep so I dug up the devil, had to hear it all the lord made me the shovel, put me to work as he dared, truthfully I was unaware, didn’t have a care, jus thinkin a da kingdom n how imma get there, always been underground, wasn’t scared to be found, still constantly we're labeled as lost, together left in the same box, relentlessly waitin, needin a hand for the takin, a full moon n she shows her face, glowin on treasures most waste, the night falls with a frightenin black, n I spread the light right back, illuminate the skies with soft purples, eyes that have cried blood for cure sures, n still I watch as the world unravels, futuristically ive foreseen past travels, a studied map brought anew, thru n thru I and u, u and I, I and I, eye for an eye, n the world goes blind, frantically runnin for the closest exit, cant see so the speak of next shit, lingering wishes on a childs tongue, whistled along as my soulful spirit hummed, together I am one, we are one, the heavens and hells of all beings, so blinded protection withdrawn seeing, forgetfully misplacing it all from the beginning, they tell me time paces all movement, so I flow faster than fluid, arose to a dream so lucid, Lucifer himself whispered gently, plantin rotten seeds mentally, as the rain fell over me roots grew n the soil thickened, concrete sealed thinkin, as buildings reached the sky the more I realized, I am this pavement u build upon, this evil thought u blame it on, but know u stand upon what u are scared to see, below the devils secretes such fire, ignites our tree n the blur rises higher, we gaze up utterly amazed, this lifted smoke off a devilish blaze, unclouded judgment the sinner prays, a mighty knock pounds and the lightening strikes, all the more power in the sinister of the night.


* wrote this here on the last full moon ... full moons have a funny way of making me very shifty, unsure, and indecisive .... The moon illuminates her glow n i feel the take over - watchhh out now.

on down from the bridge...

Lookin on down from way up high, paranoia forced inside, from fearz I form to hide, anyonez out to get ya, I spit like a vibrant magenta, vibez, relax, they ment a, get u zonin, have u on the phone n talkin til early in da mornin, bonin neva borin, depths for explorin, a sticky love pourin, n u drip like hot wax, up to the wall with our backs, they comin thru the front were lookin to the back, watch starz faded black, but I still feel em burnin, cant ignore em, soft kisses taste like milk chocolate heavens, wise owls awake as I breathe u in, this ever lasting season, beyond leavin, behind, ive already made it, I know u’d hate it, what was wasted I tried to save it, like savage beasts they ate it, ripped in and dripped our blood from their jaws, defenselessly declawed, tryin to tame us between their walls, forgetin our wild sides, like a wild fire spread, lost between red sheets in bed smoke signals to the head, beaded dress with feathers n gold, u command officer oh so bold, too tall to hear what ur told, words travel so far to reach u, the distance u keep urself, they fall before able to be felt, so they tug at ur feet and cry with grips around ur waist, planets aligned and left straight faced, objectified love encoded online, privatized profiles n hidden rhymes, fellow stars shall shine, succeeding thru all restrictions of this back peddled system, theirs a truth if u choose to listen, theres always a u n an I missin.